The Rollercoaster of the Past Few Months: My Blog Update
A Rollercoaster Ride Over the Past Few Months – Why the Blog and YouTube Were Put on Hold
Sometimes life has its own plan. Since November 2022, things have gone quiet here – the blog was paused, YouTube went dormant, and you might have asked yourself: “What happened?” It was a rollercoaster ride, faster and more unpredictable than I could have ever imagined. Today, I want to share why it’s been so quiet and what comes next.
Stalled by Life – What Really Happened
Over the past months, so many things came crashing down at once. It wasn’t just a single moment but a series of challenges:
- Health Struggles: My back issues finally forced me to take a break, and then came the work accident. On August 21, 2024, I fell through a rotten floor and suffered a spinal contusion. Since then, I’ve been dealing with the aftermath: my right leg is partially numb, and no one can tell me what the future holds. The paralyzing feeling – both physically and mentally – still lingers.
- Stress with My Hosting Provider: At the start of the year, my blog took a hard hit. My website was hacked multiple times, causing endless problems. My then-host, Strato, couldn’t help, and as a result, my website was completely offline for a time. The panic of possibly losing everything I had built over the years was overwhelming.
- Existential Fears: Professionally, things didn’t go as planned. Bills, worries, and sleepless nights created a vicious cycle that often wore me down.
- Personal Struggles: There were many moments where I fought with myself. I felt lost, burned out, and directionless.
During this time, my blog was the last thing on my mind. The projects that used to bring me so much joy suddenly felt like a mountain I couldn’t climb.
Why I’m Continuing
Despite everything, something inside me stirred again. The longing for nature, adventures, and storytelling never left me. I knew: it’s okay to pause, as long as you get back up again.
Here’s what I’ve learned:
- Taking breaks is essential: Sometimes, you need time to recharge and rebuild your strength.
- Get out into nature: Nature was my anchor during this chaotic time.
- Life goes on: Even after setbacks, there’s always a new beginning.
What’s Next? My Restart
Starting November 2024, I’ll move forward step by step – no pressure, but with a lot of heart:
- Blog: I’ll publish new posts every Monday – adventures, nature, and personal insights.
- Podcast “Bruce on Tour”: My new passion project! The podcast will take you along on exciting tours while sharing stories about outdoor adventures, nature experiences, and personal reflections. It’s perfect for listening while hiking or relaxing.
- YouTube: The channel will remain on hold for now. At the moment, I can’t create videos the way I envision. My goal is to slowly return in 2026 – no stress, but with full energy.
Thank You for Sticking Around
Your messages, questions, and words of encouragement showed me how much this blog means to you. Without you, I wouldn’t be here. Thank you for your understanding, patience, and support!
Conclusion: Moving Forward
Life has been a rollercoaster – but I’m ready to keep going. Not perfectly, not without stumbling, but authentically. Thank you for being part of the journey.
See you soon,
Bruce
